It’s not that I don’t like my current friends. It’s not that. I just want some new spice in my life that I can say “wow” to. I want to meet new people even though I am shy. My life has seemed to have gotten boring. I just want something new in my life.
Then you try to record your voice and it turned out you sound like a dying duck…
You build these “walls” around you, in fear of getting hurt once again. You don’t let anyone in, you don’t give anyone your all because you constantly remind yourself of the past. You even get scared when someone gets too close. Which is terrible because you not only hurt yourself but others. Just remember that one day you need to have the strength to put these walls down for someone, or you will never be truly happy.
